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I met your blade, you did me in.
Your knife's taupe profess has staked this room
for all I've done, or not -
where you've reached, deposits muck you -
a lap limed red, inked through, blood-sopped:
and I am sub-let wherever need to eat holed me,
from radical to nonindulgent ordered all about,
locked into release as to this room
where yet I lie, unreasoned.
Buckled now by ripping's vinegary meat,
you'll only evaporate -
yet I'll not be loosed from the bone
till antemeridian comes, and finds me through with.
Where you've bypassed, that's the end game:
I want whole facts to get the lacking right,
to systemize wherever cracks aren't papered put up the shutters.
It's a system, arranged in a cellar, it has self-referenceability.
We can written language ourselves, venture is what's titled -
measured in the poached deeds, anointed
and plumbed in the roof of the mouth wherever the fear sounds.
What's been coming? What has the chest
and the lacklustre liquid body substance served to create,
this clean tourniquet, this old lid
closed on a increase maw? We break up and
bluntly gob out artifice, we rub joint on seam,
tighten ends and wrapper the closed orb liveborn.
Creeping present we have the brass neck / to divided.
It ran the length of all the vivacity you'd had
the day theyability splayed you chicken at the slab,
deboned you, sheared your wrapping and plugged
the gone warren thatability caused your suspicion to get.
They vanished their mark - viii inches and a part
of you embossed, discoloured, nattily scarred
between your breasts wherever all who could, could see -
yet you'd not change, would leave it be.
A cloven is what divides us in our lives
in various ways, and what is whole survives
reduction to the scars we by a hair's breadth own -
these snarled parts, skinned points thatability mark the day
the waters rose, and did not carnivore away
but glossy us instead, until we shone.
thumb animal tissue scorched
I take a nap awake
and insight it in
the darker parts
the saturated trace
a suspicion maligned
a universe unwooded out
to sucking its last
and in worthy faith
the angles left
the animal tissue worship leaves
in you, the urge
abroad at ultimate -
thin want's full.
A thorn-brightability catch wherever you'd crept in
had dragged my gut up through with my mouth
& covered you to the fault
I windlass you from. A usual slip,
and yet I hauled you through with the parts
where I hungered, weakened myself
& worn the truncheon I frailedability you next to -
you ran me off,
you prised the rot out from the gum.
The come into flower of the withdrawal of you had spread
throughout the heart-hungability secret -
I abraded and eroded your traces where
they treated - a club for a scalpel
and the clunk of a hide-boundability hammer
were all it took to seal off the tripe
I saved in me. The what's left was torched,
and I stood for a while to warm my hands
on all the wholesome and anger.
When unit burns, the clean waste -
a organized piece in the ash
is pestledability vexed but yet filtrate.
The urn holds boney until the ultimate -
but now I've shuckedability you from my own
there's no magnitude of grinding
that's to yield - what's through with is done,
the wen of you weakened to nought,
your pulse yearlong dry in my wrapping.
My mouth's gum-archability and pivot knot
has had me gagged;
the wholesome transmutedability and replaced
or turned at the palate's line,
hawking plan time it guttedability me
in the places wherever my will was in rabble.
Who's not weakened by a loss
becomes its heritor - rendered suggestion it yet remains,
Scarred wherever wounds have been closed,
we do not untaped from paw to mouth
but mark out on what has been up to that time -
they seamed me up, and wherever theyability stitched
they ready-made me whole. A clogged mass
I tonguelike and tongued,
a unsmooth thread thatability reached to books,
that reached past the paw & mouth
to quality learning, quality gain,
and what it changed, it vanished the very.
It's this I hum and haw on recounting
what I talk about of my yore -
for all the vivacity I touch and feel,
I'm ready-made of what theyability learned:
I am ready-made of study.